i feel fat! i haven't been controlling my diet for a very long time and maybe it's time i do something about my weight again. AGAIN!! feels real bad. it's like i'll have to diet forever but i can never be the 'normal' weight. it's not like i want to be stick thin, i just want to look normal size. argh. this really sucks.

i actually have 2 unhappy entries in my blog! this is sad cos' i usually only blog about happy things cos' i'm really quite a happy person and i seldom feel sad. see how 2 weeks of uni life has changed me already. ):

FAAATTT!!! I FEEEEL FFFAAAATTT!!!! ):